From smoke and dirt to pollution
and oil, it is amazing how much gunk can collect on a window
over time. I sit here in my office looking out the window
that appears to look the same as it did when it was new,
but wondering why it was always a gray overcast outside.
I was just used to the slow collection of crud so I never
really noticed how opaque the window was becoming. It took
a lot of cleaner, four rags, and a lot of elbow grease to
make the window acceptably transparent again, but it'll
never be the same as it was when it was new.
Just as with the window, from birth, we all collect some
level of gunk on our souls. This gunk consists of misinformation,
prejudices, conflict, trauma, and myriad other experiences
that layer over our creative insides. These layers slowly
change the way we see our world by creating an opaque film
over our soul's eye. With that we begin to see the world
in a way that we assume that it is and not necessarily in
a way that it truly exists. Our reality becomes tainted
preventing us from perusing and becoming everything that
we could possibly become. However, somehow we need to clean
off that gunk to obtain a clear view of life.
---Writing to Clear my Vision---
After 15 years of sharpening pencils and banging on the
keyboard, I am still amazed at the things that happen as
I continue to write. In the early days, I simply did it
because it helped to pay the bills and it was fun to see
my books at the bookstore. But, as time passed, I began
to realize that the more I write, the more I learn about
myself, and the more layers that peel off of my soul.
I must say, that the most fulfilling experience I ever
had as a writer was the day that I saw my soul. To settle
your doubts, it wasn't so much a physical manifestation
of a soul, but it was the automatic typing of my fingers
to create content so rich that I had to pinch myself to
see if it was still me. This bizarre, yet fulfilling, sensation
pushed me into an entirely different frame of mind and a
sense of satisfaction and self-belief like I had never known.
---Writing to Scratch the Surface---
Writing can take on many different shapes and sizes. Some
write for research. Some write for pleasure. Others write
for money. But, at the core of writing is the expression
of one's inner being. It is an outlet for the soul. A way
for it to give so that it can dig its way out of the layers
of contradiction and goo that have piled on over the years.
Many books have been written about the act of keeping journals
or writing pages in the mornings to describe the first things
that are in your mind to clear the way for the remainder
of the day. The idea behind such practice writings is to
begin to dig through years of muck and mire to touch the
ultimate writer within us. However, it is much more than
that. It is the release of our creative self that we all
have inside and provides us with guidance and direction
through our lives.
---Writing to Touch the Soul---
The soul is that energy that keeps is alive and connected
to the Universe. It is the most basic part of our existence,
but contains the knowledge and emotion of the Universe.
When you touch your soul, your fingers take on a life of
their own and you "feel" the things that you must
write. Whether you feel it as inspiration or some divine
message, it doesn't matter. It all boils down to the fact
that you are connected to your inner self and have punctured
a hole through which the inspiration can flow.
Once you touch your soul, your life will change. It's like
a chain-reaction that changes your outlook and your direction.
You feel what you are truly made of and find that you are
capable of everything. All of the challenges you've encountered
throughout your life suddenly transform into lessons.
The easiest way to begin the journey of self-discovery
is to begin writing. Don't write about the fly on the wall
or the sunset. Write what you feel. What is the first feeling
that comes to you.
While your first few attempts will appear, perhaps, embarrassing,
they are simply a representation as to the way the soul's
message is translated through the years of experience piled
on top of it. The objective is to dig through the layers
to reach your core. Just keep writing. Every time you write,
you'll find that the feeling you're documenting becomes
clearer and more intelligible.
---What's next?---
Whether your objective in life is to be a writer or not,
the idea behind writing is simply to touch your soul. It's
no wonder so many people live their lives in spiritual destitution.
The creativity that ought to fuel every thing in life is
stifled. Don't starve your spirit. Learn what creative gift
the Universe has given you. Love it and care for it. It's
as important as the food you eat and the air you breathe
as it is what supports your life. |